My relatives have confirmed a month to go Thailand, and it's gonna be on May. Still a long way, so maybe in between there, I might just go for a short getaway or something. Still planning on where to go now, I'm the kind of person that doesn't go to one place more than once. So it's time to search for a new spot with minimum tourists around! hohoho. I'm tempted to go to their beaches seriously, like Koh Samet, Koh Chang, Koh Laan, Krabi and Koh Samui.. hmmm.... we'll see about that later.

And I think PP wants to hold our solemnization THIS YEAR, probably a few months after the mid-year, then next year we'll do the banquet. I thought it's kinda fast, but it's something like an official engagement so nothing to get anxious about. haha.


Ayte... There's work to be done, btw, who wants to go prawn-fishing? My cousin's driving, interested parties please lemme know!~ 



For now, WORK!!!!!!!!!!!! 

M-bitch, KK just came back to work after a day of MC, which is yesterday. You don't know how relieved I was working on my own pace yesterday. And guess what, once M-bitch's back, its another round of troublesome issues for me. First, this morning, the fax machine's faulty again, I seriously hate that stupid cheapo fax machine which M-bitch thought was worth the value. It's cheap yes it is, but c'mon you get what you paid for! I've called the technician down like several times I think we can remember each other's names. -_- And I'm seriously getting sick of all these minor issues that she can take care of herself, why bother me? I have like 3 files of datas to key in before this week ends, and SHE HAS NOTHING. She only has something to do when the storeman wants her to purchase something, in short, she takes care of the purchasing side and when there's no purchase, she chats in MSN, goes to her local forum talking about dunno what, FB and Friendster, good god... Moreover, the purchase of that lousy fax machine from this dodgy office supplier also came from her, talking about how cheap the price is and how easy it is to utilize. Bloody hell, if you want something less troublesome pick something that can compromise with us not we compromise with the price! WAH LAO. -_- Good things don't come cheap yet cheap things are not that good also! Forget about saving what stupid cost, after looking through the files with the accounts side, we're profiting every year, why save a few hundreds for just one stupid fax machine?!!?!?!? ARGHHHHH M -BITCH!

Enough shit already, it's really time to move, it's been three days since I've mailed out my CVs islandwide, specifically choosing those MNC companies as well. I know Mom needs my help but I'm gonna discuss another working plan with her once I get my new job. I'm gonna miss the people here who takes care of me really well, packing lunch when I'm stuck with work in the office, sending me home if I ever have to work on alternate Saturdays, giving me huge huge ang baos during festive seasons. =( Sometimes I really regret why didn't I take the offer to transfer myself to another branch at Defu. But Defu, so far... -_- argh. I shall not compromise with things like this, I need a job that I enjoy doing and provides good remunerations, I don't mind working alt Saturdays as long as I'm fully utilized PROPERLY and not just dump some crap shit like M-BITCH caused after a stupid decision and I have to shoulder and sweep all the crap shit she did. -_-


ARGHHH. I really wanna burn her hair. -_- Dry twigs and she just turned 30, why can't she just get married -_-

There has been rumors about ghost on cell phones killing people in the North and Northeast side of Thailand. PP was the one who mentioned it to me and I said he's being ridiculous. Well apparently, it's on the news, like WTH right? As if it's the movie "One Missed Call" and later I thought, it's prolly the electromagnetic radiation emitted from mobile phones. -_-
So I went to read up on it @ Kapook, and yes it did happen and people really died but statistics still hasn't shown how many of them actually died. The rumor was spread around the North side saying that if numbers, 087-576XXXX, 08-3333-xxxx and 08-9336-xxxx appear on the mobile screen in red, do not answer it. The villagers have been told that it's only a rumor and it just got exaggerated after an old granny got a call from someone telling her that her grandson died, she fainted and died on the spot. But until now, it's still circling around the rural areas of the North side. And yesterday PP got a call from his relatives and they mentioned this to him as well, so now the news has travelled to Nong Khai. Great. -___-"


Gawd, I think now I know the difference between living in a city and countryside. Like seriously, if you're holding a Nokia 3310, which only shows digits in black, and then the numbers appear in red, then maybe it's something to wonder about.. hahaha. Lame. -___-



Everyone's falling sick, my sister, KK and I think I'm gonna start soon, my nose is an endless running tap.

The aftermath of เฉือน still hasn't subsided yet. Each time PP brings home the Thairath, I'll read the headlines, skip the politics and tabloids and read only about murders in Thailand. I am crazy. So I've been reading about foreigners being murdered in Phuket and other suburban areas in the outskirts of Bangkok. Most of the victims are either robbed and murdered or raped and murdered, and the majority of them are Farangs. I've never heard of Singaporean being murdered but lookie lookie here what I found....

Singaporean murdered in Thailand


PP said he might have gone sleeping with some hooker and didn't pay up. I doubt so though such cases DO EXIST, from what I know of, I ever encountered a gang of Thais beating up a Singaporean because he didn't wanna deal with a hooker in Geylang. And it's horrible, I thought the man died. -_- That's one scary side I know of behind their smiles and courtesy, so it's never wise to argue with a Thai man and don't ever throw vulgarities at them, cos you'll never know when you'll be lying on the roadside helpless in a pool of blood. 

Anyway, I'm feeling exceptionally weak day by day.. sigh. Prolly cos I'm only eating fruits, they're really good it's just that they don't contain the protein and carbs I need for the day but I'm able to curb cravings during the night and they keep me full for the whole day. Cherry tomatoes, japanese cucumbers, apples and oranges are my best friends for now. LOL.


Suppose to be able to get my paycheck today but the accountant is on MC. darn. KK left after a halfday work cos she's also sick, means more work, double darn. -_-

Going to Thailand again Again AGAIN. For pilgrimatical reasons, with my father's side relatives, they always go every year but I never joined them before but this time they invited me along and Jaime cos it's her year! Tiger year. Gugu's planning on first week of march and I know Sara's going too, so hopefully our days will clash and I can visit Amphawa too. That's the only SPOT I didn't get to go after so many trips to the big mango. P'Took's gonna quit her current job cos she's having some difficulties coping with her debts, thus she's gonna have more time to spare when I'm there =) I really hope so! Missed them and I always didn't have a chance to properly hang out at Suan Luang and other places of interest which P'Took claimed. =D


Okay, so, it's time to set aside more cash for a prolly 1 week trip? I might still stay longer if Gugu doesn't want to cos I've got other personal stuff to take care of. Adn then I'll have to plan another one after PP's able to take a month's break to go back to Nong Khai. Bloody hell, how to save like that, but have no fear cos I'm gonna leave my current workplace to be HOPEFULLY be with my dear... *secret*secret* LOL!


Kay, time for lunch. Hungry. Oh wait, I should be eating fruits today. GRRRRRRRR. -_-

You know I should really stop spending so much since I've already got a plan ahead to consider about, one year is not short and also not that long time away. To date, I think I've spent like 3 months of my paycheck, omg. During my trip to Japan, called PP and told him I wanna shop for clothes there, he remitted $400 over to me, and I think I just bought like 2 sets of clothes for myself and the rest are just additional souvenirs.
And when I'm back in Singapore, I'm like surviving on peanuts so PP gave me his Visa card and told me to use it if I really need to. I know it's sweet budden seriously I should be learning my lesson by now not to spend like there's no tomorrow, hohoho. -_- He even wanted to buy me my own under garments, because he saw that I seem to lack some of these stuff, I keep buying clothes but I don't spend that kind of money on my other essentials, geez. Somebody please shoot me. Of course he did lecture me on my expenditures but he told me to look after his Visa, like it's defeating the purpose please. HAHAHA! But I'm reasonable okay! From the day he told me to watch over it, I didn't spend a single cent though he still gave me allowances from time to time. =D This is another good thing about being somebody's wife, you get to watch over the finance =P But I'm a dangerous one. MUAHAHAHAHAHA! =P

Oh well, how's everyone's Saturday? I was doing the housework the whole day, now I'm still left with some clothing to iron and a bunch of clothes waiting to be organized, it's time for a wardrobe revamp, old things gotta go and new things will come! Once I get my paycheck and bonus, it's time for shopping and a new phone! =D

So exciting!! For no reason, I'm kinda excited for this coming CNY, cos I don't need to face another uneasy question from my relatives cos now I've got an answer to shut them up for the time being, these sorta questions are endless I tell you.. from relationship issues to marriage and then to kids and then to kids' education... geez.. -_-

PP and I watched "เฉือน ฆาตกรรมรำลึก" last night, it's a thriller movie starring one of my favourite young actors, เป้, he stars as a man name Tai, a hitman working under a despicably corrupted cop. The story touches on discreet society issues in Thailand, child prostitution, child abuse/sexual abuse, broken families, young teenagers smoking and of course the corrupted policemen. I think it's a very good movie to learn more of the dark sides of the Land of Smiles, and how poverty can actually drive a person to get involved in prostitution, murders, gangs and a lot more issues which I think I can't carry on, I feel awful for these people, I can't believe how much sympathy I felt for these issues that are surprisingly still running in the country. Child prostitution is one issue I seriously can't accept, talked to PP about it and he told me these are issues involving mostly of families living in poverty, they have no choice but to sell their kids for sexual benefits to foreigners (yes, most of these patrons are Americans) and some of them opt for little boys, not girls, surprising eh? I say it's bloody sick loh, that poor boy will be scarred forever in his entire life! I know PP felt the same as me cos he was cursing and swearing at one part when a boy's Dad sexually assaulted him at home. Where are they're morals? I ever read an article from Thairath about a similar case where a father raped his own daughter, and also another case where a teenage boy raped another teenage girl, and his reasons involved a famous thai drama, Sawan Bieng, starring Ken & Ann. Like wtf? Don't you think the media should be somehow responsible for all these rape cases? What's the point of censoring the guns and knives when murder cases are increasing everyday? Kids are kids, they learn and see things that they're exposed to. Look at what they're exposed to... I really pity these people.

They keep talking about morals in their country, catching rapists yet after a few years they still can get out of jail, no caning, no nothing and they can still roam in the streets after that. How safe is safe? Drugs are still circling around, they've even got some drugs that are so powerful, they dope the girl, rape her and she feels nothing, no pain and she won't even remember a single thing that happened last night, as long as the guy puts her clothes back on. These cases are like DAILY news on Thairath, it's quite scary ain't it? So I say it's always best to take necessary precautions when you're in these countries, it doesn't always look the way you think it does, and it doesn't matter whether you're old, short, thin, fat, tall, young or whatever, they either rape you, or cut off your limbs and make you a beggar on the streets begging money for them. How scary is that? 

Sometimes, when I read these articles, I feel so damn lucky I'm safe in Singapore except for the recent molest case in Sentosa, c'mon, the people taking the videos and photographs don't know how to help? Keep snapping and video-ing, don't know how to stop them? Even though she's an ah gua, people still have their pride please. Sigh... It's quite saddening to see a society coming down to an ugly state.
I hope SG will never ever be brought down to that level, I'm satisfied with the security here already, though they're not as efficient as we want them to be at least we're much more better than other corrupted countries, ain't it? 

Gosh, heartfelt moment really from that movie, really! 

I even went to do a research on the net on the number of children suffering in poverty and being forced to trade their bodies for money. =( 


I hope all these pervertic phedopiles die. DIE DIE!!! go die fcuking with another pervert and both just DIE! -_-" 

I've blogged about what happened last Saturday. Did I mention I was at Patara for the lunch buffet and I think I might wanna hold my solemnization there at the VIP room. =P 



This might be where my solemnization's gonna take place. haha.



Very authentically Thai. hohoho.

And I've even decided who to be my make-up artist for the day, Ben's Chinese-Myanmar girlfriend, Yu Qing!

Look at what she's done to me! haha! Love the fake eye lashes hehehe!



After Granny's birthday dinner we headed to Yu Qing's rented flat and she gave me a makeover for free.
She's a part-time make-up artist, I can give you her contact number if you require her help.



I love how she enlarge my eyes with those fake eye lashes HAHAHA! Time to buy fake eyelashes!

I had a blast, yes I had a blast for my birthday! Cos after my birthday was Granny's birthday, on the 16th, so everyone in the family from my Dad's side celebrated her birthday at a vegetarian restaurant, despite the unforeseen and emotional gate crash to my Dad's side of the family, everything was great, I had a good time. I really know how much my happiness meant in the family... so that night, after ANOTHER disappointment from my Dad(he backed out), everyone started offering their opinions on my future and marriage. I really appreciate it but I really wish this sort of happiness is built by me and PP's own hands, we're in no hurry, we don't need financial assistance to speed things up, we can still wait, hahahaha, no need to rush~~ =)

And TODAY, was a double blast, PP decided to skip work and tag along with me to the zoo with Sara & co., a pity Jaime fell ill so she stayed home, but an unexpected guest, my cousin, Ben, now PP's favourite relative-to-be, tagged along with us. Ben told me he wants to spend time with PP too, hahaha I was like "as if~" budden, I really appreciate it. They've already created a bond there already, haha. So there was, Sara, Vic, Sean, Ben, PP and I. Sean and Vic finally met Mr PP, thank god. And all these 3 men wear "skirts", LOL, it's an inside joke. =P
So, it's been like centuries since I went to the zoo, everything's changed so much but the pungent smell of animal excretion still lingers, LOL. I wanted to introduce PP to Ah Meng but oh well, at least we saw his statue =) Ben told a short story of Ah Meng to him and I thought it was kinda cute =) We must really thank Sean for this, he's got 2 membership cards to enter for free excluding the tram rides, and Sara for being such a good sport, normally she doesn't socialize well with strangers but today was a surprising exception. Girl, I must've changed you! HAHAHA! =) Nevertheless, thank you.

And thank you everyone for celebrating my birthday AGAIN though it's so belated already. I really loved the cake, had like 3 cakes in total, all CHOCOLATE some more! But a pity I'm trying to maintain a diet here for CNY, otherwise I would have had another round or even had it dabao-ed. Steamboat was great too, after we got back from the zoo, we ate like PIGS, really!  HAHAHHAA! And after steamboat, we had a round of monopoly. I really wanna say that Sean's a manipulative player loh!! But oh hell, had fun and really really, thanks for everything you guys. ^^

Even the littlest things like this...





makes my day...


REALLY WANNA GIVE YOU GUYS A HUG!!!!!!!!!!! ({) (})