การคิดถึงใครคนหนึ่งจะง่ายขื้นไปทุกวัน เพราะถึงอย่างไรมันก็เป็นหนึ่งวันที่ไกลจากวันที่เราจากกัน และก็เป็นหนึ่งวันที่ไกล้ถึงวันที่เราจะเจอกันอีกครั้ง.....

Finally watched Transformers last night with my sis, Jaime and Nova. Both of them already watched it last week but they don't mind watching it with me again, crazy but so sweet of them! I'm feeling much better now and looking forward to Friday's Night Cycling Event with my gaming khakis and Saturday's badminton session with Shuwei and co., sorry guys for giving it a miss last week, it was Mr PP's last night and I was savoring each and every moment.

Planning a short trip to Hadyai during August with Jojo and maybe Ling. I've never been to Hadyai and I don't know what's there to see but I heard alot of Malaysians love to cross over for Thai food and for men to fulfill their sickening lust. But Jojo has another mission in mind I guess, LOL. =X

Oh btw, Mr PP called last night, told me he's got himself a part-time job back at home, assisting his elder relative who's the head of his town to settle some deliveries all across Nong Khai. Sigh, I miss Chum Chaang! I wanna go there again, my sister and I were talking about going together and hopefully we'll get to cross over to Laos the next time.

I hate Mondays and it's a torture when you get reprimanded for work on a Monday, by your own mother. I'm not having it easy here as today's also the day Mr PP's going home, back to Thailand. I remember a friend used to say, "Wow, work with your mother, sure can slack and shake legs", well screw that cos it's the opposite and it just got worse today. Of course, there are good days but they're only a handful, other days we behave like she's my boss and I'm her subordinate, and some other days she behaves like Miranda Priestly in Devil Wears Prada. -_-
When she lashed on me, I held back those tears till I head straight to the ladies and totally broke down. Those tears were meant for Mr PP not her and apparently she didn't ask the reason why I cried cos she must be thinking that she was just too harsh to me and I deserved that, well she doesn't know. I've been suppressing my emotions the whole morning till she came and blame for something minor, which in fact wasn't totally my fault and I can't force myself to stay calm anymore. All I can think of in my head was, if I can go just like that, throw away everything here and leave with Mr PP, I can do it in a heartbeat. Yes, in a heartbeat cos I don't see that I've got anything to lose here anymore. 

I'm sorry but I can't help but feel like I'm undergoing some teenage angst now, and I wonder what keeps me going and withstanding all those unreasonable moments with her, now I know. Now my biggest pillar of strength is gone today, I seriously don't know what to hope for anymore but wait... and wait...





It's times like these that makes me wanna wish for a time machine... or maybe a cleaver. -_-

I'm watching the last season of OTH already, it took me a month plus to finish all 6 seasons! I really love Peyton and Lucas, why are they being taken out?! =( Fortunately, there's still Naley to look out for, hurhur. Btw, I just made a date with Yanti sayang to go visit the Science Centre for.... DA VINCI THE GENIUS ! woot. I thought it was like over and I missed it but found out the actual date on TV and I'm so thrilled now though it's like another 2 weeks more, hehehe! Thanks sayang!

And before that, a movie date with Nova to watch the Transformers 2~ , hah! Now let's see which day is it gonna be next week.

Finished season 4.. now progressing to finish 2 episodes of OTH before heading out for badminton tonight. And after that, I might keep myself up the whole night of tonight till tomorrow morning to watch season 5, hah! Fanatic you think? I say, OTH is great! But a pity that Chad Michael Murray and Hilarie Burton's not gonna make their appearance for season 7, I love that couple. =(

Mr PP leaving soon and I'm gonna miss him like how I missed him when he's gone for like almost a season before. sigh. But it's okay, during those days when he's suppose to come and accompany me, I'll have Sims3 to fill that up. And he's gonna prepare his signature Isan dish tomorrow, Gaeng Nor Mai.. woot. Love that dish, it's a soup dish by the way and it goes very well with rice alone. Gonna miss his cooking =(

King of Pop, Michael Jackson passed away from what's reported to be a heart attack in LA. And I thought I'll be able to catch his last concert on DVD after the actual one which is next month. Gone so suddenly, I was really surprised this morning when I saw the news in Yahoo. I'm not an avid fan of his but I love his songs and I watched "Moonwalker" like several times because that was the only musical film I've ever watched, and I loved it as a child. He dominated the 80's music and became an icon surrounded with news of his plastic surgeries. I used to think that he's contradicting his song "Black and White", but who knows what's going on in a stars mind right? Even Britney shaved her head.

He's really an inspirational artist, apart from the plastic surgeries. A talent and a legend that will forever be etched in our memories, along with his songs and his trademark dance move, the Moonwalker.

Maybe he can really be one of the zombies and dance the song Thriller, just like the MV. =/
Ok, not funny.


Goodbye, Michael.

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...or you can say, a nightmare.... -_-

I've always had this dream that I'll tumble down that stupid stairs linked to that over head bridge right opposite my block, and today, it happened. I slipped and fell, landed on my butt, and tumbled down 3 steps of the staircase, and I was carrying a packet of hot coffee.... deja vu? geez. Now my butt hurts alot, and I got two serious bruises, one on my left lower calf and another somewhere around my butt.
Yeah, Oww.. -_- And I remembered that there are like 2 students on their way home and another lady walking along with me, when I fell, I just picked up myself and walked away as if nothing happened. And I was shouting inside, "WTF WTF WTF WTF did I zao geng?" LOL

I had quite an unlucky day today, did I mentioned that I hate mondays? sigh. Cos every single person in the office looked as if they've got PMS. Yes, including that annoying manager of mine. Sometimes, I really wish that I can leave that company asap but I've grown so attached to the environment that it's beginning to seem so hard to leave. And I got a call from my maternal grandmother during lunchtime today...


I think I'm really moving. Just haven't got the exact date but I heard my dad's found an apartment around Woodlands, well at least I'm still in the north side of this island. I've got so much issues in my mind now, I don't know what emotions show so I just cried in the shower just now. I think this is what we call... a breakdown.

And erm... I finished season 3 of OTH... now moving on to season 4..

Haley: I understand if you don’t love me anymore.
Nathan: Always and forever. That’s what sucks, Haley. I still do love you. I always will. I just can’t trust you.


I think I'm gonna love season 3, lol. I love Peyton's hair! Now it's Deb and Karen's turn to carry that legendary hairstyle of Peyton's.

Just got back from my game awhile ago, feels great to sweat it all out. woot. Before that, while I was on my way to meet the guys, an uncle sat beside me with his friend, his handphone rang, guess what song's that? LOL. It's bloody hell "Kon Jai Ngai", can't imagine how far this thai fever's going, but it seems everyone's able to speak thai already, ya know like more than just "sawadeeka/krup" and "kaub koon krup/ka".


It's only a few days more to SHOW ME THE MONEH! After that, I'm gonna call up people for karaoke session. 


Btw, should I organise a farewell dinner for Mr PP? Hmm.. haven't tried the suki at GM before.. maybe we should?


Ok we'll see about that later... now I'm gonna start on Season 3 of OTH..yeah finished season 2 just in time before I left the house just now.

Ok, I'm done with hiding around.. but I'm broke. What's new right? -sigh-

But I'm gonna get my ass out and let the sun shine on it, even mattresses need that. Badminton, it's been 3 weeks? I need to play!
Otherwise, I'm gonna owe those guys each a racket. =(

After this month, it's time to enjoy myself and let loose. I need to sing. Like really loud? Karaoke! 
Did I mention that I'm getting my braces off next month? Well, seriously I can't wait but I'm gonna divide the balance out so prolly gonna take them out in coming August.

Pai trip is confirmed. Problem now is we have to go in even numbers, and we're going by coach. Need to check for ticket promos now.
But what the hell it's still 3 months... =D


I miss the macaroons but I'm lazy to bring myself down to JP. 


I'm bloody random today. I know. ถุยชิวีุุึต

Thanks Sanit and Surachai for making me feel the ground again, hahaha. Well, I guess that's life but I'm really not hoping for much anyways.
But let's just sit back and watch where these will bring us kay?

I played the guitar abit today, before I go on with OTH. My fingers are still not very used to it but I think acoustics are much more easier than classic? I don't know, maybe others might think otherwise. Hmm..gotta practice more on changing chords I guess, which totally shucks cos I keep strumming an E instead of a G. Gee gee gee gee gee~ I hate G!!!!! GAH.


-_-""


I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

...via 89streetkids.com / Sidereel --> 00:15:40




BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAAAA!


LOL, I actually laughed really loud when it got there. And I can't seem to stop laughing. 



Okie... I laughed till I teared! HAHAHAHAHA! 

I officially announce that I've covered One Tree Hill Season 1 completely. Yay! Very weird ending though, I wonder how Deb ended up with Keith? Omg. And for once, I pitied Dan, for a moment perhaps? And I keep wondering... does Peyton have feelings for Jake? That is one confusing part still I'm waiting to uncover for the next season. So yeah... Season 1's over.. and I've got like, 5 more seasons to go? 

I didn't know One Tree Hill is such a long-winded one and I thought Prison Break was long-winded enough. Hahaha! 


Gawd peeps! You gotta watch One Tree Hill. Cos you never know, you might see yourself in there. Yes, that was pun intended! Stole it from Lucas. HAHAHA! Bleh! 

I'm gonna spoil myself now for 2 episodes of season 2 before I go to bed.


Night yo.

Omg, I must be crazy. HAHAHAH! Few seconds ago, I was watching OTH on stream. Was at the part when Jimmy mistook Deb's intention of inviting him over after the Boy Toy Auction. Jimmy actually stripped with only his leopard underwear on and appeared in front of her. Little did he realize that it's just getting the plumbing done in the bathroom. LOL!!!!!!!!! I laughed so loudly, my mother and KK looked back like as if a ghost possessed me. HAHAA! Omg.. I can't stop laughing now.

This is random but I really wish I had a friend like Haley. This platonic friendship thing going on between Haley and Lucas is awesome! And I think Jake's cute. =X And and Mouth and Brooke really go well with one another! HAHAHA! 

A teenage thai rockstar just added me(through one of my friends) and I didn't know she's a rockstar. -_- MIDNIGHT PIANISMO, check the band out! I haven't though. HAHA!

But I love her hair. So young and she's a rockstar already. woot.

Thai2English is down and alot of requests for translating in Paknam! Wah, I think that site's quite a successful one, whahaha! 
Wonder when it's gonna be up again. Probably cos of the new system. Everything's pretty  messed up now. Argh.

Shall I come to work tomorrow? hmmm....

"Drag Me to Hell" wasn't as scary as I would've expected it to be, but still, it's frightening to watch. Yanti and I were constantly bothered by those inconsiderate people behind us, felt like telling them to shut the hell up and keep their comments till the end of the show or maybe keep their volume down. The sound effect was really blasting, I thought it was a tad too loud? I know they're trying to create this loud frightening sound effect, but really, it's too loud and funny thing was, despite the blasting volume of the movie, I still hear those irritating comments from behind. School holidays...I should've known better, don't these kids learn simple consideration in school? Whatever happened to Civics and Moral and 好公明 man? -_-"

Well anyway, dinner at Sakura's, heart the Thai fried Tung Hoon there. Saw a pretty vintage bag and a coat! I thought the coat would be a great for my Pai trip! And and another good news for myself! I'm gonna take my braces off next month, so yay no more Ugly Betty! But.. Dr Wong said that I'll have to put on retainers to really secure my teeth alignment. Wonder how does it feel to have no braces all of sudden, I have them for like almost 2 years now. Probably gonna feel weird? Ah well, beats feeling awkward with it! 

HP didn't make it again. sigh. Oh well, what else can I expect yea?



Gonna turn in for the night now. Night everyone!